The Memoir
I remember as a kid seeing parts of Carrie or The Shining or The Dead Zone on my aunt's television at a party and the adults trying to cover my eyes. At ten someone had Alien on VHS at a theater cast party and though warned and pushed away, I managed to watch most of it. I was hooked, but without access.
At 11 I watched a movie on late-night about an alien with tentacles that used its victims heads or something (reference needed) while my friend slept over; I awoke my parents, sleepwalking, at 3am to declare "He's dead. I killed him." My friend was fine. My parents were freaked, and those nightmares lasted 3 months. But then gone.
At thirteen I saw The Gate and that messed me up for a good week (and I currently have a rotting stump in my own yard that gives me the willies, should I turn it up to a hole in the ground...little monsters?)
Finally, at about 16 my folks gave me full privileges on the Blockbuster card and I used my movie theater usher pay to rent every Child's Play, Hellraiser, Friday the 13th, and Nightmare on Elm Street movie I could. I watched them all. I jumped, but other than that ...nothing.
About that time, I saw Candyman at the movie theater. I think I was freaked out about saying "Candyman" in the mirror for about 2 days.
Movies don't scare me anymore. Seriously. Maybe it was reading Stephen King as young as 9 or being an actor for just as long and understanding the "smoke and mirrors" aspect of theatre and filmmaking. You be the judge.
And now I have a 14-year-old daughter who has found herself in the same predicament that I did, just a little earlier. Since my wife doesn't enjoy horror movies, I'll be bringing my daughter along on this journey.
I'm beginning this blog because I'm on a mission to be frightened. But let's get to the clarification first.
Clarification
When I say "I'm not scared by movies" I don't mean that movies don't frighten me in any way. And I don't mean I'm only looking for horror movies.
Many movies have startled me; many have frightened me for a brief moment or two. I don't mean that I don't jump; I love the jump.
The clarification here, on what I'm looking for:
I want to watch a movie that haunts me for more than 24 hours.
In the coming weeks, I'll run quick reviews of movies I've seen in the past, as well as dedicated posts to movies I'm watching - and probably haven't scared me.
Seriously, I'm looking to be haunted.
Suggestions welcome.
